I want to hide behind predictable endings And standard expectations. I want to hide behind everything That you want to happen.
Because maybe if I hide behind them, And lie - just a little bit Maybe if I pretend that they’re true You won’t think I’m such a cheat/disappointment/waste/etc.
I want to be normal, I wanna be able to do at least the minimum that you expect, but Im a self saboteur so I’ll just lie about it, and we can all pretend that we’re happy go lucky idiots