State of mind

Lonely, I drove to the past
Feeling things I couldn't control
This don't feel right
Am lost in my thought
it's getting cold and numb

In my state of mind
I felt the soul left behind
This feeling is so wild
My grief lies onward
And my joy behind

This is the power of the mind
Clouded with our emotions
From reminiscent gaze my mind
Or let my soul go blind -- go blind!
With bitter heart and ever-brooding mind

Watching my world fall apart
All I could do was stare blankly
This is the time I need to be by myself
With music my refuge
Yes! It is magic to the soul