No, no, no
I'm supposed to be a ray of light
for everyone around me
I'm supposed to make people happy
No
There's supposed to be sunshine flowing within me
And flowers in my hair
No
There is supposed to be yellow spilling from my veins
A happy color
No
There's supposed to be a smile on my face
all the time
No
I'm supposed to feel good
and be free
No
I'm supposed feel love
for everything in life
No
No
No
I cannot let my light die
I cannot let the sun set inside of me
I cannot see darkness
I cannot frown and put on a fake smile
I cannot feel sad
I cannot feel nothing for everything
NO
Just leave me alone
I cannot let myself drown again
I cannot give up on myself
I cannot lose myself again
Stop
Just leave
You are not allowed here in this body