I got to see you today
I suppose your scent will not stick around much longer
I guess I miss you much more than I thought.

You smell like sunshine and Mexican soda
You hug like a mattress attack from all sides
You said you loved me and I'm afraid it means more to me than to you

I loved you the day we met
I couldn't name the word until now
I forced myself to forget the word

You sing liked honeyed carrots
You hate with a passion I couldn't know existed
You stare through me like x-rays

I suppose I want to be with you
I want to memorize the way your jeans feel over your hips before I start to the zipper.
I want to know how you laugh at your favorite videos and how you find your music
I want to rip apart every man that has ever hurt you and hold you tight
I want to know the feel of your cheek beneath my mouth
I want to be able to fix your hair like you would and kiss you goodnight a million times
I want to be able to fix your cereal the way you like it in the afternoon without a second thought.

I want to love you.
If you would allow