Something had to fill in.... The void that I have deep within, So I've replaced the spot you slept in, With a bottle of ***, Brandy or whiskey, Because nights are cold and lonely, And your not here to warm me, So for now I've replaced the warmth of you, With golden brown liquor, 1 Pint @ a time, To mask all that I hide, This sinking depression eating me inside, I run on alcohol and chasers, A substitute for love and a pseudo sense of happiness, If only for a moment, I can hold it... Hold it just a bit longer, Before my sanity faulters, Something had to fill in, The hole that's deep inside, And maybe I hope in time... I can pick myself up ONE MORE TIME.