i think she mistook the hurt in my eyes for jealousy,
i think she confused my heartbreak with hatred. i can't hate her. i never will
i think she thinks i'm bitter he chose her but that's not it. that will never be it. it's about losing the one i fell inlove with it's about all the memories that faded from his memory it's about me and my heart.
i'm hurt. i'm broken. i don't know how to heal. i don't know how to cope. i know i can do all these things but i just don't know how.
i'm trying to pick the pieces up. my heart is on the floor - shattered and unrepairable for the time being. i can't fathom how i'll make it through this one but, i know i will.
i know the fighter inside. i know what she's capable of doing. i know what she can handle. i'm just not sure if she can handle it yet.