I would like to just say if you are thinking suicidal thoughts I am here to listen or call 1-800-273-8255. I am here to show things that goes on inside my mind. I hope to inspire people to live and learn. No matter what don't give up your fight. Be a fighter and live on, if you think that you want to die please reach out to someone or talk to an adult or SOMEONE who will help, I would love to hear feedback if anyone wants to talk :) As for myself I hide things and silently die inside but I am here to live for others and to find happiness. I may have already who knows but I want to show you that at least someone cares. Don't give up on school, work, love, friends, etc. because you never know what will help you. For me, I love to write so I don't implode.