I found a few purpose. Of course on purpose. Finding the point. I serve this. Going through. It's ******* me. And probably you. A lot of rough bumps. Where is that thing? That you said would lift me. Out of the dumps. Life is not a rave. Tried to get a save. Not a single wave. Maybe I am just dramatic. Just spastic. Really a brat. Never something fantastic. Spoiled. Personality foiled. Negatively coiled. Always wanting change. An embarrassing derange. Looks like a mange. I am sorry. I say it so much. A say it bunch. I say it every time. I have a hunch. Every time. I don't eat lunch. It shouldn't mean anything. I have used it to much. Boy who cried wolf. Boy who sorry sing. But I am sorry. Maybe I really am black and white. Not insightful. Maybe they just never laugh. Not out of spite. But because they are right. I am not funny. I am irritating. Too hyper. Hopping to conclusions like a bunny. My actions. My thoughts. I can say are really not sunny. I would pay my whole life's worth. Of future money. If I could escape. The personality that runs me. But instead. I must be searching. For where my future. Is now perching. How to ignore. Thoughts just lurching. What else can I do? Then make entertainment. For me and for you.