I’m sad.
I’m feeling very low.
All I want , is what I don’t .
I’m feeling down.
I have no hope , I feel no worth.
What’s there to lose ?
What value do I hold ?
What accomplishments have I succeeded to tell my self
“All you worked for”
I don’t want to get high.
It’s misery , believe me.

Right now? That’s all In my mind.
Methamphetamine.
Why. ? If I hate it !
But I love it when feelings like these become unbearable.
When my depression is at its lowest.
When I’m feeling like I’m really worthless.
When I’m remembering how ****** up ive been treated to ppl I’ve given 100% loyalty.
Family, friends, bf.
Suicide or an overdose.
Idk anymore