I love wholeheartedly. I love recklessly. Thats just the way I am. We only have one life. And i believe if you let opportunities pass you, They may never come around again. I've had past regrets. I don't want any more. But what if they're right? That I'm actually bad for you? That I'm actually doing more harm than good? What if I'm a hindrance to your actual mental progress? Happiness? I can't stand to have those thoughts.... Specially to the one I love and care for the most.