trying to stay optimistic is hard
why can't i just let my anxiety eat me alive?
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but i fight it
because i can't let myself take the easy way out
God it's so hard
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I'm so excited though
for change
not just any change...the change i've been thirsting after for years
but i let self doubt ruin it
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i get confused
am i confident or not?
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regardless of my confidence I suppose the show has to go on
i'm sure i'll find myself again soon