Her hand is within my reach....should I grab hold or let it slip.....to learn how to love I cannot teach.....to live without her should I try....for her affairs I will not pry.....my heart is ripped I will not lie..my head is spinning ...my heart is twisting......and I just cannot let her go ...she is my best friend...she is much more...my soul mate I still do believe all of this......my head was clear and then it got in....that crazy feeling I am so in love with but unsure of myself at first I thought that I had a firm grip...then it all started to slip it was just my thoughts getting lost on me.....all I need is to make her see....so when the moon is full and my mind clear I will grab her hand and hold her near...to love each other with no fear...of hurting one another with our words......to love and to hold....not to shove and not to scold.......my love for her is true.........and these feelings I have I cannot undo So as I wait so patiently....and try not to cry......I must keep my head up and my spirits will stay high