My brightest light Louie, I may not be the best version of me However i am on my way to becoming a better person you taught me a lot of things you may never know your soul imprinted you are my shadow My sun, my hope and my light. you let me be reborn again finding the right path you made me learn to feel the word jealous jealous of everything nature that sorrounds you people that made you who you are now things that made and makes you giggles The warmth and glow you spread to your sorroundings. The echoes of your voice that send thousandfold of melody to everyone’s heart.
we drifted so much i lost the battle but my connection to your memories still intact it seeps to my core
i am winning the rage of seas and darkness i finally found the contenment of light it shown me the real figure of hardship the true meaning of faith and serendipity The symbol of love that envelopes the human capacity
i have gained true friendship and learnt new hobbies im continously improving my personality and character im pursuing the passion of my heart what God has offered me i learnt to be more mindful and responsible human being Waiting made me more resilient Patience brought me a lot of good vibes God embraced me for who i am And recieved comfort and plenty of positive vibrants until the day im brave enough to stand infront of you i will be better i will be full of life So you will be proud of me even though i’m nothing to you.
i thought love was undesirable weakness a cancer that grows inside me. Made me vulnerable and brought abomination as darkness and loneliness reeks to my soul A depriviation of human development as gravity of negativity pulls me down
But then I finally understood the meaning of true love Love filled my life with joy and peace. Happiness, hope, contentment and serenity Even though it fail me Love became my strenght Because love is what binds people It builds a character to pursue and become better To accept what was and what is and what ifs To fight and battle within yourself To know and to seek To gain more clarity when whirlwind strikes Above all To recieve abundant, plentiful grace and forgiveness From the one and only powerful, merciful, kind and loving Almighty God
He is the reason why i am living He is the core of my existence He blessed me with all things that sorrounds me He gives me hope He provides me food and shelter He lead me to where i should be He let me feel all the emotions that i must need He is generous for allowing me to learn what was/is right and wrong He forgave me and will always forgive. He healed me and will continue to heal my soul. My human being He taught me a lot of things in this world And for that i am lucky That he let me experienced all the troubles and beauty from the past. I may not know what the future and his plan for me i am happy that he led me to you To know you To need you To love you To experience your warmth Thats why thank you Louie for the love, hope, my light, my sun, guidance, patience and care you had brought to me Coz if not And it never happened until now for sure I will still be looking for your version My dearest louie that brought so much ripples in my life. I am forever grateful to you and to God. These are all perfectly reasons why i love you to the fullest. Thank you for being a blessing to me. I pray to God to protect your world and guide you through tough times. To bless and empowered you. To let you know that you are enough to him because you are more than special to him. To contionously shower you with grace, protection and so much love.
Grateful with so much love, Tres20
i wrote this letter 4 years ago and i still feel the same way today. The same feelings and love i still have for her will always remain. The prayers i continously ask God. My unsent letter - the precious emotions i kept for years will always be inside me. Im sharing this piece of letter for those who havent seen the light. Depression, loneliness became my motivation to gain strenght and happines. I lost the person i love the most.