I really don't know what I'm doing

Sitting here at this computer typing out words

Not really sure what to say

It's hard to come to ask for help sometimes

It's hard to tell someone you're hurting

It's hard to admit you ******* up

It's hard when people value their pride over you

It's hard to come too God and ask to feel his love when you feel like you failed him over and over and over again

But he's still always there

It's hard for me to look up and tell him what I did even though he already knows

But he's still there

Waiting for me to come back

It's hardest to come back to him when it hurts