My life ……a slippery ***** comprised of the anxiety over all tomorrows. My life…..voices climbing to be on top in packed rooms. My life…..words carving deeper ….and deeper still….. into unhealing wounds. My life…..reruns of whys after repeats of why not’s. My life…..an immense unknown nothing surround by odds and ends of everything. My life…..consistent unraveling progression My life……indefinite realities My Life….In…..the….nutshell…………………………………………………