You take those pills to numb the pain you scare me half to death while my life seems to be covered by a rain a rain of tears tears that will fall when you don't wake up from the oxy induced slumber when your life seems to get duller Your life should be fuller Not even a year into high school and your low on that fuel fuel to make you stay here with me near because I can't be there for you that makes you choose those pills so you can get over the hills that you face erase that pain one text "I took more and I love you..." Don't say that beautiful life is worth more than that I promise I'll show you that please let me show you the color of the trees the smell of the leaves its all worth it I swear just to feel the wind in your hair the sand beneath your toes the frost nipping at your nose The love of a friend willing to do anything to keep your life from the end