mom, it feels like my head is someone else. constantly reminding me of every single thing. like it's constantly running. it's hard to speak how i feel, words just won't come out and i end up speaking in key terms. there are some days where i can feel the chemical imbalance in my brain. nothing seems to make sense and no matter how hard i pay attention in class, i can't retain information. i feel like there's something wrong with me. nothing feels right, mom.