do you feel this love?
where i
can't sleep
but instead
i'm dreaming
about you
in a hazy way,
and how maybe
you might be doing
the same as me
or maybe i stare at the
ceiling and these four walls
feeling like you know
how much i miss you even though
i just saw you a few hours ago
even though it felt like forever,
is this love?
when i can't eat
but not that i'm not hungry
but because i wan't to be like the girls
you like who are skinny and polite,
not loud and who eat a lot,
but i know it's for a good cause
because in the end,
i get you.
is this love?
when you tell me what to wear
or get mad if i say something to your friends
or if any one of them get close to me,
my friends would say you're being protective
but there's something different,
something that's more possessive
and that something
scares me.
oh pray,
please do tell me,
is this love
that we're dealing with?