I lost my best friend the day I made that choice
It's torture that she can't remember my voice
All the pain I caused will always eat me up inside
You were there for me
Turned a blind eye on my flaws
Followed all the law
A strong sense of the cause
I'll regret forever that I hurt you
You held me together with your glue
You always came through
My decision is the reason you are gone
And I wish you could hear this song
Of the hurt, pain and the rain
But maybe you, not remembering will be a gain