“Why would you ever want to name a child that?” Is what my mother asks me when I tell her that if I ever have a daughter I want that to be her name Dolores Meaning “pain” in Spanish I think the names beautiful My mother shakes her head “It’s because of that book isn’t it? What was it called again? ******?” Maybe The tragic love story that ends in death? Yes please! I don’t understand my fascination with desired romance that always ends in tragedy I don’t think I ever will But to answer my mother’s question, I just say “I think it’s a lovely name” She shakes her head as if I’m crazy Maybe it’s because I am