You don't want me and I don't want you, but you listened. You care. And it is making it complicated. It is causing me trouble to know you are there, whenever I need it. It is making it complicated to feel your lips every know and then and having flashbacks of those rough 30minutes we share every couple weeks because we need to let it out. It is also complicated to be this drawn into the abyss and knowing I could just call you to pull me out. Because no man is an island and no pain is an ocean.

But you listen, and you care.
Even when I complicate things.
Even when you are with her.