i love you or maybe i love the idea of being in love with you. knowing that maybe in some world we could change the past and i could call you mine even if the gods are against it. even if you've got your eyes on her and i can't ever be her. because i'm not as smart as her, as pretty as her, as funny as her, i wish you'd know that maybe there's something in me that she doesn't have. even if maybe we never meet i will always know that you're out there somehow, waiting for me and feeling the same way like me. as if i'm missing something special, a part of me, that's in you.
i wonder if soul mates actually exist, but being a hopeless romantic, a part of me wishes maybe it was true.