You walk with your friends
Talk with your friends
Laugh with them
Hug on your friends
But here I am
Alone
Because no one
Wants to be with the sad girl
The messed up girl
Who can't park straight
And never says what's wrong
Because the truth is I don't know
No one wants to sit with the emotions
Of my mind
Telling me over
And over
That people are mad with me
And I'm a ***** up
And it's so loud
In my head
That I can't even hear
The movie we're watching
So just leave me be
"'*** I'm trying to see
What that actress is doing on the screen"
Move over
You're too clingy
But all I really want is
A way out
A way out of this ******* up mess
That has become my life
And if that means
A gun to my head
A knife on my wrist
Or pills down my throat
Then that's what it will be