what do you think of when it comes around?
do you try to fight it?
do you try to think of other things? or...

do you let it consume you....?
do you let it be apart of you...?

that would be easier right? to let it in, completely? let it take over...
please dont judge though, its not like i have a choice...

not really...
it doesnt feel like i do
as soon as it starts creeping its way in i cant help but unwillingly open that small door

again and again...
and again
and again
and again....

all i want....

all i.. all i want is..... for the thoughts and voices to...


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get out of my head....
Please.