i don't remember much from that night i was told that i vomited in your hat we had a good time getting wasted but i do remember the way your hand touched me uninvitingly on that drive home i remember i was too drunk to talk or move i remember screaming "no" and "stop" in my head but my tongue couldn't cooperate with my mouth i guess that made you think that i liked it but you left scars deep inside of me that will never heal