Last write of the night they ask what bugs you most When family talks bad about one another and can't get along The intensity wrong the pride going strong but the family will survive Once a best friend sad it came to an end over a chick that played everyone and even played herself Said sorry so many times but it won't ever be right back in the days we use to be tight Had to cut the cord for you treating me bad that doesn't make you right Never forgiven or with your shady ways I use to be self destructive set in my ways not like that anymore No more bad habits trying to live instead of lose it all so much I worked for Too bad I'm not dead inside from being around others who made me feel like a no body destine to become somebody Friend to foe these bad vibes need to go no killing my good deeds over your negativity Wanted something more do who you are anymore in your eyes I'm the bad guy in your story stop spreading lies Admitted my wrong now your trying to shame me thought you were better now I stay away and whatever Told myself grow do more for your life do better work with what you got adjust and adapt focused on pursuing a dream It means everything to me and means nothing to you killer me off write me off use to be close now you pretend not to know me