Hey... I know it's been a long time... That may even be an understatement but... I-I just wanted to, uh... Well, in all honesty, I guess I don't really know, I just... I never got to tell you something you needed to hear. Something you should keep in mind. Something I need to say out loud before it ruins me. I- I miss you. Not in a particularly romantic sense, I just miss everything. I miss the way you made me feel... The way you treated me. Even though I knew you were- You made me unhealthy. You made me sick. You made me hate myself more than anyone else ever did. But I still feel like I need you to make me, me. I'm in disgust of myself with and without but... At least when you're with me I can stand to look at myself. You make me feel beautiful... Um, anyway... I really shouldn't have said any of that- I should go... But thanks for letting me stop by.