I will wish into the night Beyond everything I have ever known
The coldness in my hands is a familiar one And my breath fogs the air as I call out my plight among the heavens Oh that they would rain and wash everything away Pain is my companion and weakness my neighbor Still I spin in fields of flowers
I told you once in earnestness that I just want you to be happy As I had told myself a hundred times before Still it seems cruel to me that you would live your happiness at the expense of my own This is a two way street and we no longer walk in the same direction I have left tears in my footprints and drops of blood in my wake Still I journey on For though I walk alone Beneath the angels watching over me A memory clutched in each hand and others biting at my heels I still have these legs to stand up And the sun will shine again upon the lips you used to kiss