Fought for it now it's gone lost it all Do who I am anymore, need to find myself Being lost wandering when I thought I found it all Fake friends that bad mouth me we don't talk anymore Lusting girls who be cheating placing blame because they can't be trusted Owned up to my rights and wrong keep on going strong Lost the girls who doesn't love me or want me Mad because I found someone new she dont want me but don't want anyone else to have me You moved on and I'm holding back too bad we know the failed out come no more tries Being with you being together means lieing to ourselves New jobs old job stuck in this transition been writing for years helped me grow over come my fears