He always wanted to be part of a crowd
They always made him feel he wasn't welcome or allowed
Now he minds his own wants to be left alone
Once he got inside realized he wasn't missing anything
He wakes out thinking meant for something better
They bad mouth him but once he confronts them they deny it telling lies now playing the victim
Been here before moving forward sobered up not the same anymore
Who he was and who he has become don't mix them up