Every year at Christmas time in the room by the door Stood a tree that reached from ceiling to floor With neon colored lights and presents and joy Though that room meant more then the presents and toys The room where our tree stood fluorescentΒ Β and bright That filled up my winters with joyful new light But this year is different that room that I love The one with the tree light looming above Belongs to someone who loves it less than I Who's tree lights are white and pine needles dry They don't have the memories that my family shared back when they actually pretended to care Then dad moved elsewhere and mom wanted the same So the room became filled with boxes of blame Then we took those lights and threw them away Downsizing she called it to try and make it okay Then we moved here, though I thought she was bluffing See that room meant Christmas and this room means nothing.