Do not absorb it
direct it
the anger you mean
giving into false pretenses
ones that bred fear
knowing it would catch up
such an idiot
you want to make this perfect
but in the wake
of your own self hatred
this will be a nightmare
of jumbled words
one bred upon your own fears
but fears that were legitimate
for Chenoah, you *****
how can you rely so heavily upon another
how can you think your glass can be so easily fixed
not just that either
how long have you sat in the dark
yes, you are damaged, WHO CARES HAHA
you have to fix yourself for once
unsure how that is to even be achieved
but let me say perhaps you will get there
stop absorbing all the pain
DIRECT IT
direct it to better yourself
for once in your pathetic existence
you know what it is to be done
so stop wallowing in pain
and expecting others to care
PITIFUL
others can relate yes
but in the end it is up to you to choose
whether you will ever see light again
maybe not, perhaps, probably not
what does it matter really
there are a couple lights who rely on you
so stop with the self absorption
and think about what they need
sure happiness would be nice
must it be sought in the eyes of another
stop letting that control your thoughts
PATHETIC
so many have felt the same thing
nothing makes you special
you were a means to an end, so what?
people die daily for causes much more great
so stop
SELF ABSORPTION
ignore the pain
move on
focus on that pushing you forward
***** about loneliness
***** please we are all alone in the end
we are born alone, we die alone
stop wallowing in your own
SELF HATRED
change the world where you can
touch lives where you can
that is what matters
you expect too much
you know what is right
yet you ignore it and
DROWN
what the ****
GROW UP
you are not all that important