Everynight I lay in bed. Feeling empty feeling numb. I just don't know what to feel anymore.
Feeling like a wandering broken soul. Searching for that feeling once felt. Finding nothing.
Happiness turns to sadness. Love turns to hate. Anger grows more everyday.
Been down so many times. I am not sure that I want to get back up. Asking my self what's the point.
Trying to keep a dying heart alive. Lost in the darkness of my own mind. Feeling a pain that's just too much.
Can't sleep can't think can't breath. Listening as the clock ticks away So slowly.
Longing to just go and do my own thing. None looking over my shoulder. I dream of being free from this pain.
I wrote this after having a really bad day sometimes having someone being over protective of you does you the most damage they never realise what it is they are doing