It's kind of funny how the human brain works. You really should be careful what you wish for. The last month has been emotionally exhausting and so long, but I feel like I'm about to make it to the finish line. Just like the season is slowly changing, so am I. I'm ready for colder weather; to put away my tank tops and shorts and pull out the sweaters and boots. Of course I'll miss summer when the wind hurts my face and I feel that kind of loneliness that only someone who is single on the holidays can understand. But life goes and change is good and everything has a way of working itself out in the end.