Like I'm getting paid to do it Even though that's the farthest thing from the truth It's simply more complex than that
When I see friends out and about enjoying each other's company I start to feel this ache in my chest Not a physical ache but an emotional one Almost like a longing to have what they have But how can I miss something that I never had in the first place
Sure people get to know me introductions and everything else related to friendship but it seems that every single time I'm left in the dust abandoned or replaced it happens like clockwork
You might argue you have a lot of friends what about them I acknowledge the fact that I have friends and I treasure them don't get me wrong I do But in the same token, it gets old being replaced