Made a witty remark seen as mean Tried to be funny but someone got offended Spoke my mind held it in finally getting it out All the pent up frustration melted away Nice to all the wrong people asking for the right Not walking into the traps that trigger anger Avoiding negative people sets me free Told me never go against the family The family usually gangs up against me Cussed out by an aunt and grandma The black sheep because I'm not a follower Fighting to be an individual my own person No matter how old I get they'll see me as a child These emotions from a broken childhood I've grown and out grew those feelings