As I walk this hellish desert called life I know what i have to do and what is right I ****, pushing down the guilt with my might to survive i must do this and hold on tight and i must not run and continue the fight and in this fight i have my own rights the right to **** and the right to stay alive when i'm out of this hell i won't be alright and when my end comes i would be happy if i lived my own ******* life