When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue...
Feel like they came from someone else...

Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things, I know I should...
Where is the real me?
I'm lost, and it kills me inside....

When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed?
Where's the person that I know?
He must have died, gun aimed,
Framed,
And I am the only one to be blamed.

I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die...
And yes, life is a pain, and every day, I ask why?
Why am I
Still alive?
And where am I?

I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside...
But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why.
All of my therapists tried...
To figure me out...
I knew it, but to their surprise...
They couldn't fix me, so they prescribed
Some medication,
For my major depression...
Is life really supposed to be a blessing?

I'm at the bottom, and I don't know what the problem is...
I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in...
Suffocating...
And I'm running out of oxygen..

Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things, I know I should...
Where is the real me?
I'm lost, and it kills me inside....

Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things, I know I should...
Where is the real me?

I'm lost, and it kills me inside....