The way my heart wasBroken... I don’t wish that on my worst enemy The way I wore his tears...... I don’t wish that on anyone The way I walked around with my headdown feeling like a clown for a few months Scared to entertain another man’sConversation out of fear that visions of a forever for me will never be clear the pain hurts so bad felt like my heart was stabbed with a spear people thoughts around me are so loud that my own I can no longer hear my own personal thoughts causing to much confusion this is clear still I keep telling myself that I’m worth it just trying to pick myself up and figure out how to move on from here.