I saw him, under halogen haze never days a child I thought no, a man, tiny, with a quick gait trying to outrun fate or an imagined pit bull always, a white football helmet he wore always, he waved, but always he was mute once, I was close enough to see his face, a smile behind which lay a secret no modern alchemy could make him forget a code no white coat God could decipher a Mona Lisa smile when I was expecting a Munch scream why the helmet from what was he fearing assault--the asphalt? stones cast from the heavens he saw only under cover of night? I heard his mother died; then he disappeared perhaps she yet laced his shoes before his nocturnal sojourns and strapped the helmet on his head I look for him, and other night walkers, though his once upon a time is memory