***** and whiskey mind gets slippery uneven slopes down your body of.. hope, one day, to understand pessimistic feelings fading away in the distance of ones thoughts impaired for moments of time moments of life escape within the reach of my fingers i can feel the exit on the tip of my grasp subzero liquor bottles numb my soul inside as i take a sip that drips down my spine chilling over an uneasy stomach words ***** as i open my mouth to express certain sentiments boiled deep into a gut wrenching void of living with distant reflections intoxicated thoughts tangled in the brain.