After a long day of hard labor He would put on 80s music get lost in the moment While writing in his journal he would reflect Organize all the clutter within his mind So much he wanted to do with his limited time Learning to slow down always in a rush on the go He listened to his body since it ached with tenderness the pain of an older body that had limits After years of commitment, they did not hold up their end of the of the deal Diving into head first without hesitation he began to feel taken forgranted He was hardworking professional while opportunity passed He applied but never given an interview There was always work but wanted to be in one location instead of bouncing around to multiple places.