I hate keeping everything inside . All these emotions are eating me alive. I'm just looking for a way to release this hurt .I'm just looking for some advice. The worst part of it all you are not aware of the damage you're inciting . The pain I'm feeling is hard describing . seeing you hurt is hurting me. Never thought it would have affected me . I'm learning to trust people but this is quite difficult . Everything I've been thought is making me cynical opening up to others is a harder task . sometime s being open is too much to ask .