Over come bad habits but easy to fall back into them Sometimes I just want to drink a bottle of Jack Other times I want to stuff my face to fill the void All my anger and frustration has me annoyed If I spoke the truth it would get me hate If I hold back hating myself for not speaking up Mind my mouth because I have respect You have no respect always bad mouthing my name Working hard and stuck in the same place While **** ups are given praise for doing nothing My anger ready to blow up like Dynamite The rage within can explore I defuse it so things implode If I spoke my mind not the hero but the bad guy Meant well but everything fails goes to hell The broken trust and betrayal is a rush Can't break my spirit refuse to empower those who oppose me Walked away it's best I stay away no need for you ashame rejected all the shame