you tread over my heart like a heavy foot to the ground. like a man stranded in the sea using all of his strength to keep his head above the water.
i try and try, and try... yet to no avail. i am of no concern to you. at all.
you don’t know how your disregard confounds me, for my feelings remain unknown to you.
[only so you don’t give up on me completely.]
respect is indispensable. without it, who are we? we must cherish love. [a homeless man cherishes every cent he earns.]
but, we are cavemen without the common decency to be considerate to each other’s hearts. but, we are savages without the knowledge that our actions completely and utterly transform others. but, we are insects that eat their mates after they copulate.
*** means less to us than it does to that lowly spider spinning his gossamer thread in that corner, there.
our bodies are empty shells filled with could have been’s... should have been’s... would have been’s... these feelings are obsolete.
looking me straight in the eye, without hesitation, you say not only don’t you love me, but you never once have and never once will.
you just wanted my listless corpse of a body to do with as you please. to seize it blindly and wholly to use it as if it were your right. as if you’re entitled.
you took advantage of my weakness, for passion and for you. you managed to trick my mind. doing magic tricks with your eyes. casting spells on me with your hands. holding me as if you always would.