this inner battle we all express differently
subconcious aggression having been native
having had to internalize violence
while still trying to use leftover nerves
to smile and laugh so loud
the earth is shaking
intellectual is all whiteness is
an intellectual by physical force
mental illness forgotten to heal
always to a degree still native
in primitive perception
or silence
or if thoughts happen to fade away
and we are organic intelligence again
and again forever repeating