Why do I dream of you
Like nothing ever happened
This dream I had was the last straw
I woke up mind ******
And crying my eyes out
I appeared at your house
Because I was invited this time
With only a book bag on my back
A step inside
And the atmosphere is totally different
Good news to be spread around
Mostly about your mother
I smile at that
And you catch me in the act
We're a little awkward at first
With eye contact
I wonder into the other room
While you guys finish getting ready
You leave the room
Wearing an outstanding outfit
My apologies
I can't help but stare
When you return
It's just me and you now
And you lean me up against the wall
Ever so ****
And our noses touch
Our bodies touch
You attempt to kiss me
But my mind is in shock
For the last time we talked
You weren't the slightest bit interested in kissing
But now that your lips are on mine
I'm afraid my mouth won't function
You slowly pull away and try again
A twitch of my lips to try
But I'm still without breath
I can't think in this situation
I can't move
I can't kiss
Am I the only one with memories from before?
But when you back away to continue getting ready
You didn't notice how my lips didn't move
You smiled and you wanted me again
So I eased myself into playing along
We all talked
Me and you
Your mom and I
Your dad was there
But he never appeared
We talked about jobs
And the future
You all seemed even more perfect than before
And for you to accept me into that
Well, I think that's why I cried when I woke up
Because I'm not accepted
I'm not loved
And if you still have the desire to kiss me
Then please let pigs fly
I'm sorry to you
That I dreamed this dream
And I'm sorry to me
Because now I'm stuck thinking about it