You know I never found the right spot on his shoulder.
And stupidly I wonder why it is now over.
Our conversations so empty.
I never got that safe feeling when he held me.
Conversations so empty we barley spoke.
But why now when he his gone is that I miss him the most?
When I think about it there is actually nothing to miss.
But there was just something about the way his lips touched my lips when we kissed.
And his stare, those eyes looking deep into mine.
One of the best feelings I've encountered.
But there is no chemistry there is no connection.
And still I love him.
Even though it has been months.
Since I've heard his voice or felt his touch.
I miss our emptiness much, oh so very much.....