What the **** are you doing? Got some bad news and now you're brewing A way to ruin your day You're spiraling away Man I have some **** to say! Is it too late? Am I running against a clock or fate? It makes all the difference Slam into your neighborhood, at your backyard gate Blue lights, they're here to solve the case I wanted to be there for you I swear on my life that's true I was here, you ******, you knew! I love you We already lost a friend, I can't lose another Maybe that why we tried to put some distance between each other I even called your mother It didn't work, I'm not covered I still feel, its so real The last thing you wrote Was an obvious suicide note I should've known when in that spoon in your room there sat that nugget You know what, man? **** it