You made me punch a wall
I’ve never done that before
You make me whole
I’ve never had a stable home
You make me wanna fight
I’ve never liked arguments
You make me mad
And I hate you for it
You infuriate me
I shake when I think of it
You
I can’t even explain
I love you so **** much
I hate it all the same
You stop my anxiety
Yet you cause my attacks
You lifted my depression
Yet make me so low
I can’t breathe without you
I can’t breathe when your here
I’ve run out of air
But I’m surrounded by trees
I can’t see the stars but I’m living in the night
A nocturnal love
A trippy tale
Inhale the high
‘Until the end of time’
‘Until the universe dies’
‘Until every atoms passed its time’
Was I not supposed to say?
How you make my heart hurt
How you make my soul scream
How when we’re lay together like that
You fuel my everything
‘ I push you cause I wanna see you go far ‘
So why do I feel like pulling away
I’m wasting away
You came so quickly
And left even faster
But hey maybe I’m just lost in my ways
But maybe I’m scared of love
But maybe my hearts covered in rust
Maybe it’s a different sort of lust